Just posting song lyrics today. . Hee hee, I've been listening to WAY too much Michael Buble.

Guess I'm Falling for you.

When I look into your eyes
I see sunshine
The coulds are blown away
I hope you're here to stay
'Cause I've got me needing more of you
Guess I'm falling for you

You walk away
My eyes caress you
Then you turn and smile
You've caught me thinkin' of love with you
Guess I'm falling, I may be falling for you

Since I met you days are brighter
Life's uneven loads are lighter
When I hear you whisper the words I long to hear dear
Now I look into your eyes
I'm lost in knowing that you are all I want
My need for you is growing
Guess I'm falling, I think I'm falling for you
Think about falling for me too

Put your head on my shoulder

Hold me in your arms, baby
Squeeze me oh so tight
Show me that you love me too.

Put your lips close to mine, dear
Won't you kiss me once, baby
Just a kiss good-night
Maybe you and I will fall in love.

People say that love's a game
A game you just can't win.
If there's a way
I'll find it some day
And then this fool will rush in.

Put your head on my shoulder
Whisper in my ear baby
Words I want to hear tell me
Tell me that you love me too.

Put your head on my shoulder
Whisper in my ear baby
Put your head on my shoulder.

Mack the Knife

Oh, the shark has pretty teeth, dear
And it shows them pearly white
Just a jackknife has MacHeath, babe
And it keeps it way out of sight
When that shark bites with his teeth, dear
Scarlet billows begin to spread
Fancy gloves, wears old MacHeath, babe
So there's never, never a trace of red

On the sidewalk, one Sunday mornin
Lies a body oozin' life
Someone's sneakin' round that corner
Could that someone be Mack the Knife?

Oh there's a tugboat down, down by the river dontcha know
Where a cement bag's just a'drooppin' on down
That cement's there, it's there for the weight, dear
Five'll get ya ten old Macky's back in town
Now d'ja hear 'bout Louie Miller? He disappeared, babe
After drawin' out all his hard-earned cash
Now MacHeath spends, he spends like a sailor
Could that boy have done somethin' rash?

Ahhhh Jenny Diver, ho, Sukey Tawdry
Ooh, Miss Lotte Lenya and old Lucy Brown
Oh, the line forms on the right, babe
Now that Macky's back in town

I said Jenny Diver, whoa, Sukey Tawdry
Miss Lotte Lenya and old Lucy Brown
Oh, the line forms on the right, babe
Now that Macky's back in town
Look out, old Macky is back!

As always
Much Love,
Lauren

Three days. .

...Just three days.....

as always.
Much love,
Lauren

Yes, I am indeed on. Though i'm not really supposed to be. I love being a spaz. Went to Nino's tonight. My uncle was playing up there so we went and listened. It was a blast. I'm un-grounded on the first of Febuary. Febuary third, i'm dead set and determined to go and see when a stranger calls. I will see it. . And Caroline is going to come with me and get scared like no ones buisness! Lol, I love scary movies. They make my heart race. And I love that sensation, you know how some people just adore a strange feeling that they get sometimes? I love being scared. Or just surprised.

So what's everyone doing for Valentines day? Probably one of the MOST depressing days for single people like me. I find it to be the MOST depressing day of the year. Because A. I've never had anyone to share it with. and B. the only valentines I get are the ones that peoples parents make them giv to everyone, my parents, and my beloved and few friends. I need to finnish up with my Valentines cards. I don't like those generic ones, I like to buy them and write in them myself. More fun and personal that way. It's always more fun if you give it a personal touch. Ya know? Well i've got to run, it's eleven twenty and I need to play some Fable. . I'm addicted. . Hee hee.

As always,
Much love,
*~Lauren~*

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I found this in my trash can in my e-mail

I confess that in 2005 ...

( x) stayed single the whole year.
( ) kissed someone new
( ) made-out for the first time
( ) made-out in/on a car
( ) kissed in the snow
( ) kissed in the rain
( ) fell in love
( ) fell in love with a fool
( ) had your heart broken
() broke someone else's heart
(x) had a stalker
() had a good relationship with someone
( ) questioned your sexual orientation
( ) came out of the closet
( ) gotten pregnant
( ) gotten someone else pregnant
( ) had an abortion
( ) gotten married
( ) had a divorce
( ) had a gay marriage
( ) kissed someone of the same sex
() dated someone you'll never forget
(x) done something you've regretted
( ) kissed under miseltoe

WORK/SCHOOL
( ) got a promotion
( ) got a pay raise
( ) changed jobs
() lost your job
( ) quit your job
( ) dated a co-worker
( ) dated your boss
( ) dated your boss' daughter/son
( ) got fired from your job
() got straight A's
(x) met one teacher you really like
(x) met one teacher you really hated
(x) found the subject you love
( x) failed a class
( x) cut class
(x) skipped school
(x) got into a fight with a classmate(not fist fight...)
(x) did something you were proud of
(x ) discovered a new talent
(x ) gave the teachers a reason to teach
(x) proved yourself an idiot
(x) embarassed yourself in front of the class
( ) fell in love with a teacher
( ) got a lead in the school play
( ) made a varsity team
(x) were involved in something you'll never forget
() got sent to the office

OTHER
(x) painted a picture
(x) wrote a poem
(x) ran a mile
(x) listened to music you couldn't stand
(x) double-dipped
(x ) skinny-dipped
(x) went to a sleepover
(x) went to camp
() threw a surprise party
(x) laughed till you cried
(x ) laughed till you peed in your pants
() flirted shamelessly (half an x lol)
( x) visited a foreign country
(x) visted a different state
(x ) cooked a disasterous meal
(x) lost something important to you
(x) realized something new about yourself
(x) went on a diet
() tried to gain weight
() dyed your hair
() came close to losing your life
() someone close to you died
(x) went to a party
( x) drank alcohol
( ) got drunk
( ) got arrested
(x) read a great book
(x) saw a great movie
( x) saw a movie so scary that it made you cry
(x ) saw your favorite band/artist live
( x) saw someone famous in person
() did something you want to tell everyone

On Febuary 24 2006 I will be getting on an Airplane with one of my best friends and leaving for five days to go to Steamboat Colorado. Where I will only be answering my phone when I deem it a necessary. So, i'll pretty much be just. . gone. The Sheraton Grand will be hosting us in two rooms. One, for my mother, and the other for myself and my friend Jamie Phelps. I'm counting the days. . I can't stand the thought of missing this trip, I've already started to get my stuff together to go skiing. My dad just got me new Hott Pink ski goggles from Oakley. Kind of an early going away gift. So, now, I must go and buy Ski Pants and the other necessities. I can't wait. . If anyone else is going to be around up there when Jamie and I are LEMME KNOW! Lol.

As always,
Much Love,
Lauren

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Grounded for two weeks, call me. . text me. . I'm gonna DIE!!
~*~Lauren~*~*

You know, I've decided to put up fifty facts up about myself. . Due to the fact that I have nothing better to do.

50.I love fireworks
49.My favorite firewors are the ones that make shapes like stars and hearts
48.I love Great Danes
47.I ride English
46.I want to be a journalist.
47.My mom wont let me be a journalist
46.I thought I was in love once.
45.I was horribly wrong about it.
44.I've never dated anyone before.
43.I love Basket ball.
42.I like to play Football with my friends at the Barn.
41.I took ritalin all through elementary and juinor high
40.I almost failed math in eight grade.
39.I was terrified of my math teachers in eight and ninth grade.
38.I did fail math the second semester of ninth grade.
37.I still watch cartoons
36.I've recently become addicted to gummie candy.
35.I've had the biggest crush on a guy i've known as long as I can remember. (This is NOT MATT! Just to clarify that)
34.Most all of my best friends are guys.
33.My childhood best friend was ashamed of me.
32.I used to think that people only liked me because I gave out awsome thank you gifts at my birthday party.
31.I found out that some people did only like me because of it.
30.Robin Williams Is my favorite actor.
29.I've seen the South Park movie like eighty times.
28.I'm slightly OCD.
27.People at school tease me because of it.
26.I can almost quote every word to the first Harry potter movie.
25.I know more than my fair share of old eighties music, and sing them regularly.
24.I'm still a girlscout and have been for ten years at least . .
23.I love the vanilla ice coffee's at the Mall.
22.I'm a huge pyromaniac, I can't help my love of fire.
21.I loath Spongebob with every ounce of my being.
20.I love to read.
19.My favorite band is Less Than Jake
18.My favorite song Is Everything you want By Vertical horizon, and my heart melts everytime I hear it.
17.I wish that someone would sing to me. .Just to me..
16.I hate spiders
15.My favorite kind of chocolates are the ones that have the toffe in them.
14.I wish I were thinner
13.I've aways wanted to live in Japan.
12.My favorite Tee shirt was the one that my dad gave me from when he was college.
11.My favorite holiday is Haloween, because you don't have to be your self for a whole night.
10.My least favorite holiday is Valentine because i've never had anyone to share it with.
9.My favorite movie of all time Is a Knights Tale
8.I love being short
7.Big Bird scares me like no ones buisness.
6.I always wished that more people would look beyond my pathetic exterior.
5.My favorite Flowers are Cherry Blossoms
4.My favorite time of day is Sunset.
3.I'm ashamed of myself more often than not.
2.I've only slow danced with a guy twice. And the first time someone paid the guy.
1.i've never been kissed

Just a bored kinda thing. . Lemme know what you think, and what you didn;t know about me! Lol
as always,
Much Love
Lauren

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MY LADY PUDDING! I SHALL WAIT FOR YOU!!!!!
(Sorry, if you dont get it, then it's because, you're not an Otaku! ^_^# Or you didnt watch Tuesday night's eppi of InuYasah! Escargot Pudding and Pierre. . Hee Hee Ja ne!)

You know, Friday was definately fun. . The little sheathans weren't all that bad. Karen and Lainey slept in my car. While I slept in the kitchen on the floor. My alarm went off when they got up to use the bathroom and scared the crap out of me. . Then Saturday was good.We ate pizza for breakfast and bowled in the kitchen with papertowel rolls. I think I got sick from sharing food and a cup with my friends. .Hee hee. . Saturday night I went to go and see Hostel with Lexie-Jo. . I got the mess scared out of me. . I enjoyed it however. . Then after the movie I dropped by the country club to see Neil and Barret at Gerald's wedding reception. . Gerald is an amazing dancer! Lol Barret, I love you, but I think you're a little rythmicaly challenged! Don't worry, so is Jamie. . She looks as though shes having a seizure when she dances! lol, well anywho. . Today is Sunday. . and I've already been to the barn and ridden had a lovely time and wish I were doing something. . I'm presently watching Dr,Doolittle, the old one. . infront of a lovely fire in my scrubs. call me if you wanna do something, movies. . mall anything. .

I've posted before, I think i'll post it again. . Just for the heck of it.
I wake up to find myself after all these years and where all the time has gone still seems so unclear. Cause there's no one else Since I found you I know it's been so hard.
If I die tomorrow as the minutes fade away I cant remember Have i said all I can say. You're my everything You make me feel so alive If I die tomorrow
It brings out the worst in me when you're not around I miss the sound of your voice the silence seems so loud 'cause there's no one else since I found you I know it's been so hard You should know I spent my all my life looking for our Innocence I've got nothing to lose One thing to prove I wont make the same mistakes Now I know..Everything will be okay When I die tomorrow.

as always,
Much Love,
Lauren

P,S. Did I happen to mention that I might be going to Fall out Boy for my eighteenth Birthday? WHOOT! But, it's not going to be anywhere near my birthday though, theres a show in Dallas! Me and Jamie agreed to do it for a joint birthday thing. Hee hee. . Could be interesting. . .
=Lauren

P.P.S
Did I mention that I got sick from sharing food and drink with my friends at the campout?. . I can't go to school tomorrow because of it now. . And that just stinks because I have to save all my missing days for Febuary and March. . Febuary for skiing and March, for, well, things that don't concern most people. . hee hee. .
=Lauren

yet another P.S.
I've been sick all day. . . And now that i've woked up from my drugged dreams I decided to edit this once more. . I've gone through two boxes of kleenex and three bottles of powerade and a gatorade. And are presently nursing an apple juice. And also, because i've used up the last of the tissue with Aloe, My nose is bright red. . But eating Swedish fish and watching Dirty Dancing makes it all better. . . You know sometimes when Chiuaua's couch they fall over. . Well, my cough is bad enough that I acctually was walking down the hall coughing and I fell over. . Glad no one else saw that. . Heh, well i've got to go. . I have to bank the fire, i'm freezing to death, and I have on a sweatshirt. It's just insane. .
As always,
Much Love,
Lauren

You know, so many people I don't know subscribe to me. I've been looking through my subscriptions and there are like six that I don't know. People will subscribe to you for any number of reasons, Profile pictures, layouts you have. stupid crapola on your site. Like my un-healthy addiction to those little virtual pets. . I just can't stop. . Lol. Or, even what they write. Some people's xanga's that I've randomly read have some of the most deep thought posts. Where as others are purely fun. Like the one I read once about magic markers and lighters. I think those things are flamable... I should try that. . . But later. .
It's been too long since I made a deep thought post. I haven't really been in the mood. . I don't know why, but I haven't been. I've been in these crazy spontaneous moods. Like, I don't know wanting to go and try to go and. . I don't know. . Go the the river and skip stones. Or something, but, no, my parents wont let me. . They don't want me to waste gas money. Jeesh. . . Well anways. I've gotta run.
As always,
Much love,
Lauren

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I stole this from my friend Karen's site.
28 ways to make a gurl smile!
1 . Tell her she is beautiful, not hott, fine or sexy.
2 . Hold her hand at any moment even if it just for a second.
3 . Kiss her on the forehead.
4 . Leave her voice messages to wake up to.
5 . Always tell her you love her at any and all times.
6 . When she is upset hold her tight and tell her how much she means to you.
7 . Recognize the small things . . . they usually mean the most.
8 . Call her BaBy*
9 . Sing to her no matter how horrible your voice is.
10 . Pick her over all the other girls you hang out with.
11 . Write her notes. {she loves them}
12 . Introduce her to family and friends as your girlfriend.
13 . Play with her hair.
14 . Pick her up, tickle her and play-wrestle with her.
15 . Sit in the park and just talk to her.
16 . Tell her funny jokes, tell her stupid jokes, just tell her jokes.
17 . Throw pebbles at her window in the middle of the night just because you missed her.
18 . Let her fall asleep in your arms.
19 . Carve your names into a tree.
20 . If she's mad at you, kiss her.
21 . Give her piggyback rides.
22 . Bring her flowers just because.
23 . Treat her the same around your friends as you do when you are alone.
24 . Look her in the eyes and smile.
25 . Let her take as many pictures of you as she wants.
26 . Slow dance with her, even if there isn't any music playing.
27 . Kiss her in the rain.
28 . If you are in love with her . . . tell her                                                              

29.be honest with her, she can tell when you aren't, and tht's the worst thing you can ever do ever

30. give up something for her, especially when she thinks it's a stupid thing anyway.

I also saw this and thought it was fun. .

Okay here's the deal, I have to put five facts about myself.

1. I've never been kissed. Or kissed anyone for that matter.
2.I've never dated anyone. . (or does pre-school count? Lol)
3.My favorite flowers are pink and white carnations. Or, the one flower no one can find Cherry Blossoms.
4.I'd rather settle down with a good book than go to a wild and crazy party.
5.I love fireworks, I think they're the most amazingly romantic thing ever.

Now I tag, Caroline, Barret, Josh and Chelsea! (that means you have to do it to!)

As always,
Much love,
Lauren.

You know, more and more of my entries lately have been awesome. I've had so much fun these last two weeks than i've had in a while. Last night was incredible. We did fireworks in my frot yard. they were huge, we always get the big stuff. . so we were using some of the stuff that had been given to us a few years back. No idea what they were, my dad and Todd taped all of the fuses together and put them into a few black cat tubes and lit it. So, the things blew up and Neil and I were standing off to the other side of the cars and we here my brother shouting fire. So I look over and there are the flames. So i run for water to douse them. then they do it again. It happens once more, but nothing stays on fire for long. It was amazing. I loved it. I know this entry is short. But i'm tired of typing for the first time in ages. So i'm gonna go and sleep. get some house work done.
As always,
Much love,
Lauren

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I'm going to the park to clear my head for a while. . So if you hear loud music coming from a little blue car. Just ignore the noise.
-LEO

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So F6 the park, my dad wont let me go. . crap. . i'm going to go and hide in the dang ravine. . mabey I can get peace there.
-LEO