Far Away by Nickelback
This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know,
you know, you know

[CHORUS]
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore

On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of Hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything, but I won't give up
'Cause you know,
you know, you know

[CHORUS]

So far away
So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away
So far away
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know

I wanted
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go

Humn.....yeah....thats my entry...I think you guys get it...lol
Lauren

Okay, I went ta my first NBS football game tonight with Walrus (Chelsea) and Hippo (Alise) lol, it was fun, we joked around just had a really great time! For all you Football Players! GREAT GAME! I really enjoyed watching what i wasn't laughing through..I also learned a little about football too! I learned that a touchdown was more than 2 points! lol, i'm kinda football illiterate for like 99.9% of the time. lol, I know that when you get to the goal post without falling or getting tackled it's a touchdown.. ((Thanks to my k-8 gym teacher..)) lol HALEY! I HOPE YOUR KNEE"S ALRIGHT! Everyone pray for poor gimpy Haley..lol She may have dislocated it..Poor Haley..Well anywho, it was good to see Hippo again! I miss her, it's funnier with her around!
As for anything else, i'm gone in two days...Lol, i'm UBER excited..But i've gotta go and see my momma in the hospital!

As always,
Much love
Lauren

ll the girls in the bathroom talkin'
Who they gonna
take to the Sadie Hawkins?
My ears are burning, but I kept
on walking
A smile on my face, and an air guitar
rocking.

Chorus:
The Sadie Hawkins Dance, in my
Khaki pants
There's nothing better.
The girls ask
the guys, it's always a surprise.
There's nothing
better. Baby, do you like my sweater?

Sitting in the
back of my next class napping,
Gotta give a speach, then
bow to the clapping.
Told a funny joke, got the whole class
laughing,
I think I got a tan, from the Language Arts
basking.

Chorus

Scan the cafeteria for
some good seating.
I found a good spot by the cheerleaders,
eating.
The quarterback asked me if I'd like a
beating.
I said "That's one thing I won't be
needing!"

And since I'm rather smart and
cunning,
I took off down the next hall, running.
Only
to get stopped by a girl so stunning,
Only to get stopped
by a girl so stunning.

She said "You're smooth,
and good with talking.
"You'll go with me, to the
Sadie Hawkins?"

Chorus 2x

Okay, just a quick update, I wish I had a Miniature vacume...just a tiny little vacume..well, I know that was random..nut true. I also Wish I had a little irishman to clean my house..lol well i've gotta run, lots to do and not much time to do it.[/color]

Okay, it's day two of school, and it's not as bad as I thought it would be..My classes are a little crazy, ESPECIALLY my chem class, but at least i've got Chels in there with me! I lurve you Chelsea! Hee hee hee, Brittany and Amber are in there too, but they sit at the other end of the table. And for all you other people in there, well. I just don't feel like typing out all your names. SO! I'm gonna finnish this post with a bit of a bang.

TWELVE DAYS TILL I GO TO CHEVELLE IN TUPELO!!!!!

Hee heee hee hee I can't wait, now i'm off to clean my room and finnish my chemistry stuff...

As always,
Much love,
Lauren

Okay, all you old Gators..If any of you read my xanga, Mrs.Payne passed away last Sunday...it's terrible..So yeah..I'm upset..I just needed to say that..I've gotta go..It's really depressing...It's just all rolling down hill, so many deaths in my life as of late..

Love always,
Lauren

FEELING THIS
By (the best band ever) Blink-182

I got no regret right now
(I'm feeling this)
The air is so cold and numb
(I'm feeling this)
Let me go in her room
(I'm feeling this)
I wanna take off her clothes
(I'm feeling this)
Show me the way to bed
(I'm feeling this)
Show me the way you move
(I'm feeling this)
Fucking is such a blur
(I'm feeling this)
I love all the things you do

Fate fell short this time
Your smile fades in the summer
Place your hand in mine
I'll leave when I wanna

Where do we go from here
Turn all the lights down now
Smiling from ear to ear
(I'm feeling this)
Our breathing has got too loud
(I'm feeling this)
Show me the bedroom floor
(I'm feeling this)
Show me the bathroom mirror
(I'm feeling this)
We're taking this way too slow
(I'm feeling this)
Take me away from here
(I'm feeling this)

This place was never the same again
After you came and went
How can you say you meant anything different
To anyone standing alone
On the street with a cigarette
On the first night we met
Look to the past
And remember her smile
And maybe tonight
I can breathe for awhile
I'm not in the seat
I think I'm fallin' asleep
But then all that it means is
I'll always be dreaming of you

This is DEFINATELY mine and Jamie (Phelps)'s song, we sang this song together SO MANY TIMES!!
Then theres this one, we sang this one on the way to Homecoming in 2003..Lol, I love that old truck! Lol

Miss You

Hello there
The angel from my nightmare
The shadow in the background of the morgue
The unsuspecting victim
Of darkness in the valley
We can live like Jack and Sally
If we want
Where you can always find me
And we'll have halloween on christmas
And in the night we'll wish this never ends
We'll wish this never ends

I miss you
(I miss you)

Where are you?
And I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep
I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
This 6 string's darkness
Comes creeping on so haunting every time
And as I stared I counted
The webs from all the spiders
Catching things and eating their insides
Like indecision to call you
And hear your voice of treason
Will you come home
And stop this pain tonight?
Stop this pain tonight

Don't waste your time on me
You're already the voice inside my head
(I miss you)
You're already the voice inside my head
(I miss you)

And who could forget this one, the song that almost made us cry!

Broken
By Seether

I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
I keep your photograph; I know it serves me well
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

‘Cause I’m broken when I’m open
And I don’t feel like I am strong enough
‘Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel light when you’re gone away

The worst is over now and we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away
There’s so much left to learn, and no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

‘Cause I’m broken when I’m open
And I don’t feel like I am strong enough
‘Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel right when you’re gone away

‘Cause I’m broken when I’m open
And I don’t feel like I am strong enough
‘Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel light when you’re gone away

Well, i've reminisced enough, just one more song and i'll go,

Minority

I wanna be the minority
I don't need your authority
down with the moral majority
'cause I wanna be the minority

I pledge
allegiance
to the underworld
one nation under dog there of which I stand alone
a face in the crowd
unsung against the mold
without a doubt singled out the only way I know

'cause I wanna be the minority
I don't need your authority
down with the moral majority
'cause I wanna be the minority

stepped out of line
like a sheep runs from the herd
marching out of time
to my own beat now
the only way I know

one light
one mind
flashing in the dark
blinded by the silence of a 1,000 broken hearts
for crying out loud
she screamed unto me
a free for all fuck them all
you are your own sight

'cause I wanna be the minority
I don't need your authority
down with the moral majority
'cause I wanna be the minority
hey

one light
one mind
flashing in the dark
blinded by the silence of a 1,000 broken hearts
for crying out loud
she screamed unto me
a free for all fuck them all
you are your own sight

'cause I wanna be the minority
I don't need your authority
down with the moral majority
'cause I wanna be the minority
(I wanna be) the Minority
(I wanna be) the Minority
(I wanna be) the Minority
(I wanna be) the Minority

If you don't know who that is, You should be slapped...

As always,
Much Love
Lauren

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"Are we alone can you feel it so lost in this illusion.."

humn...well, due to a lack of better things to do, i'm updating again, this time though, those are the only lyrics..Have you ever just lain out in your yard and stared at the stars? I was sitting in my back yard earlier and started to think, you know, in the grand scale of it all..My life is nothing, a whisp of smoke in a never blaze..It's up to you basically to keep your whisp in the loop for as long as possible. And, I haven't done anything to merit my whisp even being there..I'm a useless slacker, sure I've tried to figure out what to do, but in the end I always end up in the same place, on my back in a patch of grass somewhere, looking up at the sky and trying to count the stars..You know..

I mean..Well..nevermind..I think i've been at home too long, I haven't done jack crap 90% of the summer..i've ridden and gone to Scout camp, but like gone out and bummed around on the river walk, or gone to the movies? Nada..mabey once or twice with people, other times, i've either gone alone...Or not at all. Mabey I should become a hermit and move to like Vermont..Or Canada..Canada's good..Well...jeesh..i'm getting depressed again..shit..thats the last thing I wanted..I've been having some serious bottom feeder sensations..Ya know? Have ya ever felt so absolutely amazing and then, just felt like everythings just falling apart around you? Emo to say I know, but getting it all out on Xanga feels a shitload better. . . I'm not the most popular individual, I never have been and I like it fine that way, but not being invited to do anything because you're not 'right' for this outing with my 'other' friends..Is fucking sickening..I'm sure that some of you know what i'm talking about, but Blink said it best.. ARE WE ALONE CAN YOU FEEL IT, SO LOST IN THIS ILLUSION.. Because thats all we see now a days, the ILLUSION, that our minds want us to see..

Two of the most amazing bands ever..Green Day and Blink 182, i've been watching Music Video's of theirs for the last three days..I think thats a bad thing..I haven't volentarily left my house in like 3 days.. And my nightmares are getting worse..I woke up crying again last night..I don't know how much more of these stupid nightmares I can take..Mabey theres not enough organic foods in my diet..mabey it's too much ramen..I don't know..Mabey I should tell someone about them..Mabey that would help..Probably not though..good greif..mabey I should get outside? It's been happening for almost a week now, it started the day I had my first depression sink in like four or five months. Mabey it's just trying to play catchup? Well, i've gotta go, three paragraphs and lots of lyrical insite should satiate you..Comment me..I know that you read this!

As always,
Much love,
Lauren

Okay..It's Tuesday morning..right? No wait it's Wednesday afternoon..And i'm still in my pajamas..that's the best way to be! Lol, I love lazy days..School starts in 2 weeks..Misery and dispare are being served up in huge helpings..
The bright side, i'm getting pimpin legwarmers for school! hee hee.. Thats something i'm excited about..i've done laundry for the last three days to get them! But they're mine now!
hee hee, my next endevor..tennis shoes.. New sketchers should be easy enough, a few more chores and there we go! Heehee..well this entry was pointless. So i'm gonna go clean and do laundry!
TOODLES!

as always,
Much love,
Lauren