I am positively thrilled to announce the fact that I GOT FABLE!!! I'm enhralled and must go to play it. . And steal the tv from my family, it's my turn anyway. .

As always,
Much love
Lauren

I wake up to find myself after all these years and where all the time has gone still seems so unclear. Cause there's no one else Since I found you I know it's been so hard.
If I die tomorrow as the minutes fade away I cant remember Have i said all I can say. You're my everything You make me feel so alive If I die tomorrow
It brings out the worst in me when you're not around I miss the sound of your voice the silence seems so loud 'cause there's no one else since I found you I know it's been so hard You should know I spent my all my life looking for our Innocence I've got nothing to lose One thing to prove I wont make the same mistakes Now I know..Everythingwill be okay When I die tomorrow.

Merry Christmas
As always,
Much Love,
Lauren

P.S. You know what I mean Caroline. lol

Hee, I found this on Barrets site.

The Sonnet Deliberate Gentle Love Dreamer (DGLDf)     Romantic, hopeful, and composed. You are the Sonnet. Get it? Composed?     Sonnets want Love and have high ideals about it. They're conscientious people, caring & careful. You yourself have deep convictions, and you devote a lot of thought to romance and what it should be. This will frighten away most potential mates, but that's okay, because you're very choosy with your affections anyway. You'd absolutely refuse to date someone dumber than you, for instance. Your exact opposite: Genghis Khunt Random Brutal Sex Master     Lovers who share your idealized perspective, or who are at least willing to totally throw themselves into a relationship, will be very, very happy with you. And you with them. You're already selfless and compassionate, and with the right partner, there's no doubt you can be sensual, even adventurously so.     You probably have lots of female friends, and they have a special soft spot for you. Babies do, too, at the tippy-top of their baby skulls. ALWAYS AVOID: The 5-Night Stand, The False Messiah, The Hornivore, The Last Man on Earth CONSIDER: The Loverboy Link: The 32-Type Dating Test by OkCupid - Free Online Dating. My profile name: 6forthepriceof4

as always,
Much Love
Lauren

You know, I've been in Mississippi for the last SIX days. It was AWSOME!!! You know that? I missed school for four days and loved it. Sure I missed the awsome dirty jokes in Bible and some of the grubber jokes. Hee, yeah, last hour was interesting. Between the chocolate wrappers and The biblical in the bed comments, (DO NOT ASK!!!) It was terrible when I learned that my awsome Geometry teacher was leaving to move back to NC. It's rotten luck, I was just getting used to how she taught. Now I have to learn a whole nother teaching style. Not fun. Mid terms again tomorrow, French, English, and Geometry. Wish me luck.

As always,
Much Love.
Lauren

Oh my GOSH! This weekend has been Crazy! I turned 17 on friday, got my liscense, drove two hours to Jackson. Went to Barns and Noble and shoped untill 11. Then went back to the hotel and slept. Then I proceeded to drive home and to the barn and found out, my horse was lame. I also went to Joanie's wedding, (this was where it got interesting.) Jamie had been sick and we ended up having to take her to the hospital after the wedding, she was in tears. So we took her to the Hospital. We were there for two hours. So as she was almost ready to go home and I get a call from Neil. He, Barret and Conner, were bored. So..I said why don't ya'll just come and i'll meet you at Canes. So I go to Canes and turns out that they were, kinda almost closed. . And none of us were hungry, so we had no idea why we were there. So we left and went to Walmart. . We were wandering through wally world and We happen upon some squishy animal shaped pillows. . The guys started to hit one another with them and then Neil made the animals start molesting one another. Quite funny. . Sunday's not going to be anything big, but anyone is welcome call me and we could do something. Lol, feel free! I can drive now!
As always,
Much love,
Lauren

Jeesh, I can't believe that my 17th birthday is tomorrow. It's crazy, i'm hopefully going to be getting my liscense tomorrow as well. Then Tuesday I go for Tunica and Febuary is what i'm looking forward to the most. I'll be going to Copper Mountain for Mardi Gras with my friend Jamie. I'm awsomely excited, my mom wants me to meet a few of her colleagues kids at the masque. . I'm kinda sketchey, if they're anything like I am, it should make for interesting conversation. Dr's kids are notoriously bizzare. . So are Pharmacists kids. lol. I know this for a fact. My 'big sisters' a Pharmacists daughter. Lol, I love her though. Most teenagers watch dirty movies and learn about stuff. We read about it in medical texts books and worry about getting caught with it. . Lol. It's pathetic. . But it's gonna be awsome though, me and Jamie are gonna have fun on the slopes. I'm really looking forward to it. I'm watching the butterfly effect, and I'm about to start crying. WHO IN THE FRICKEN WORLD BURNS A DOG!!!!!!!!! It's good though.

I've got to run for now.
as always,
Much Love
Lauren

Here's a good one..

'Please do not drop your cigarette butts on the ground. The chipmunks come out of the bushes to smoke them and we are trying to get them to quit.'

haha! More later!
as always Much Love.
Lauren

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I adopted a cute lil' pikachu fetus
from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus!

Hee, I'm such a loser, I found this seiously ghetto thing online called fetus mart, and i adopted an Emo Fetus. . Heh. . Wow, that's really pathetic. But it's over in the menagerie, take a look, you'll see it!
As always
Much Love,
Lauren

Think what you will of me, but I've just found this. And realizing that some of my best friends are Lesbians and Gays, I'm NOT going to turn my back on them.

But read this / / / /

I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.

I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.

I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.

We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.

I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.

I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I
wish they could adopt me.

I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.

I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to beer.

We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.

I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.

I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.

I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.

I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.

I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.

I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didn’t have to always deal with society hating me.

I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.

I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.

repost this if you belive homophobia is wrong

As Always
Much Love,
Lauren

LA VIE BOHEME!

For all of you that haven't seen Rent yet, GO AND SEE IT!!! IT"S Amazingly moving, you should definately see it. I laughed and Cried. It's awsome, if anyone want's to go and see it and dosen't want to go alone! CALL ME!!!! I'd love to see it again!

As always,
Much Love,
Lauren

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